thankful#147: my first weekend away

I've never had a weekend away from both girls and I was SO nervous. When Timmy picked me up Thursday night after I'd gotten the girls to bed, I was in tears. I was nervous that Kevin was going to be stressed out, I was nervous that the girls would be freaked out when they woke up and I was gone, I was nervous that they would be sad being so far out of their normal routine without me there, and I was just nervous to be away from them because I knew how much I would miss them. But I think this weekend was so good for me. I was able to do whatever I wanted, have some time with Timmy, hang out with Alex and the ladies, get some sleep (though not much more than I usually get), and just get a little bit recharged. I missed the girls like crazy - I may have talked about them even more than I normally do because I missed them so much. But I think it was just what I needed.